Quote by oudorobouwatch the 40 year old
virgin. hahaha. on a serious note, if you're a guy and you think of a penis in
your ass when you masturbate, i say that's pretty gay. or anything that's been
done in a gay, guy on guy porn video for that
matter.
Well now doesn't that quote just go straight at the root of the
problem?
Anyway, I do enjoy your bullet point presentation of reasons you are thought to
be gay. Anyway, if we were all simply atypical to our gender, then life would
sure be boring. We can't simply assume that all men are brutish idiots and that
women squeal over new purses. The only thing you have to realize is that you...
are you. While that may be somewhat cliche, it's the absolute truth. So what if
you aren't like every other female. So what if you think you're a tomboy. I
don't care if you like to go play full contact football every Sunday? That's
just who you are. People aren't too keen on thinking outside of their little
boxes. Many people don't view others as different, but would instead rather
label them as "not right."
And I hear you on the having no problem with gay people. That is a completely
different subject. I've grown up around gays all my life. My father and mother
were both gay (let that one set in and then figure out how I came to be). I live
with my father and his mate right now, and I don't mind it one bit. They make
each other happy. I will, however, say that when they show certain types of
affection, I do feel uncomfortable. The same can be said of "normal"
couples in a public atmosphere. At the same time I stand by what I said before,
superimpose yourself into a same sex relationship. If the thought of doing all
the things that comes along with being in a romantic relationship, ranging from
dates all the way to intimacy makes you a bit uneasy, then that should be a sure
sign you aren't gay. Like I said, I love hanging out with my boys and playing
video games and stuff, but I ain't waking up next to one of them in my bed. Now
my friend's sister... that's another story.
So ends another shoujoboy diatribe.
lol i guess it does, except that i'm not a guy lmfao
...~_~ ur welcome
no i see what a lot of people do...and i admit one of them...we label and
stereotype things for a better understanding in things as well as making this
more self explanatory (mostly those who r more ignorant than others)...even
though it's annoying i think i get it now -__-'. so it doesn't bother me anymore
if people label me as goth or outcast, becuz in their own way they r sort of
right...but when it comes to stuff like this...i'd just wish the stereotype was
accurate. if u say someone if gay or lez, then i'd stick to it being someone who
likes the same gender, and not mixing it with fashion sense, personality, or
lifetyle habits. but anywho ur right, it's nice to keep things diverse
oh cool O_O. (still doesn't get how were u born). and yeah i think it's normal
for any kid to be traumatized when they see their parents do weird stuff
@_@..
anywho i think i am straight. from everything everyone has said so far, i really
do think i'm straight...besides that i act weirdly and all..soo..yeah. thx for
commenting
lmfao hahahaha sorry about that, so many people uses stereotypes in my school as a
joke that it rubbed off on me lmfao hahaha
i'm really sorry about that (realized that i needed to change my language haha
)
yeah i don't mind hugs either..it's only when they r exaggeratively long that i
begin to think "uh..can i like..let go now..? this is feeling kinda
weird". kisses r weird...i'd start blushing real bad if that happened...but
like u said, if he's a darn good biscuit...heh heh >:3 why not?
no no, i see where she's comes to this conclusion:
- me liking miyavi (search him on google)
- me being absolutely TERRIFIED of boys at the beginning of the year becuz i had
some stalker crush following me even though he was repulsive in every way
- wanting to dress up and act like a guy for a while
- replying weirdly when she asked "do u like selena?" ---> went on
like "uhh..huh?..uhh yeah a little i guess.." "what? what do u
mean? do u like, like her?" "uhh.. a little, not much, like a tiona
*mumble*" "huh? i can't here u" "uhh...umm" "do u
like selena? u know? like like?" "...uhh..umm..do u mean as in a
relationship? *nervous laugh* no, i only see her as a friend..no, scratch that,
a tiona" "*stares suspiciously* r u like an idiot or something? of
course not that "like"! see? this is what i mean! god dammit, i mean
do u like her as a friend" "uhh..i'm not sure, i think i do, but just
like a tiona. but i'm not slow! *whines* u kept saying "like like" so
i thought u were trying to imply a hidden meaning! - or
something...*mumble*" "no stupid! i meant like her as a friend!"
"oh - well..oh..hahah *nervous laugh as i put my head down in defeat*
(knowing i screwed up again)"
- replying weirdly after she made a comment on me inviting her to my house for a
playdate ---> "oo i wish u could come to my house one day! that be
really cool cuz then we could like, u know, play video games and stuff and sword
fight" "haha it sounds like ur asking me out" "*nervous
laugh* haha w-why would u say that? *mumble*" "what? i didn't hear
u." "*nervous laugh* of course not *nervous laugh* why do u make it
sound so funky.." (in my head i knew i was screwing up, but i'm really bad
at talking and i told u, when u suspect me of being gay and then make a comment
like this, how the hell am i suppose to act? i get embarrassed and uncomfy
really easily ..
- replying weirdly ---> "r you lez? not that it's wrong, but i think ur
a bit in self denial becuz u stop -" "i'm not lez!" "see
this is what i'm talking about. when u keep saying it like that it sounds like
ur covering it up" "BECUZ I'M NOT LEZ!" "u don't know, u
might not realize it becuz u always convince urself u like men but that's just
self denial" "nooooooooo! *whines becuz i'm tired and i don't want to
scream cuz she's my friend* i'm nooooooot a leeez! i reeeeeeeeaallly DO like
MEN!" "pssha, like GIRLY men! come on, i'm telling u it's alright. u
don't have to hide it - " "I'M NOT LEZ! SO WHAT IF I LIKE GIRLY MEN!
THEY LOOK PRETTY! I REALLY DO LIKE MEN! I LIKE MEN!" "i'm just saying *puts one hand on shoulder* if u
ARE. it's okay -" "geezs *laughes* please don't sing that damn song
-" "*she starts singing "if u r gay" by avenue Q to me while
jackie starts singing along too*
- replied weirdly ----> "does my hair look okay?" "haha r u
trying to look nice for someone next period?" "uhh-uh *nervous laugh*
haha um..haha no. i was just - wondering *mumble*" "*stares
suspiciously*"
- today it was raining and i didn't have an umbrella. i ran under poulette's
umbrella instead of ashley's becuz i thought she was going to think weird stuff
again and poulette's umbrella was bigger and she was wearing a waterproof coat..
so as we walked, my hair was getting wet, and so was my side becuz i tried to
give poulette her space, but then she puts her arm around me and drags me closer
to her (she's motherly-like so she didn't want to get me wet), and i was alright
with it..but i was a bit paranoid becuz i thought ashley was going to say
something again...and she did..."if stranger didn't know u, they'd think u
guys were a couple" "*glare/tired expresssion*" "but of
course it looks more like a mother protecting a child...a really small one
hahahaha!" then poulette laughs and so do i
- and most of the time i follow her around and laugh at her jokes than i do with
others becuz i only consider her as my "best friend" in the school
(since i'm an outcast and socially awkward)
- also my friend had some previous friends from her old school that were mostly
lez that hitted on her, and she never had that kind of deep "friend
relationship" i had with my friends...so she thinks most of my actions r
funky...
i do live it normally -________-... i really do feel like i'm straight, but
everytime a guy online thinks i'm a guy or a girl asks if i'm a lez...i keep
feeling more degraded that i already am '.
wouldn't u too? this is like my 100th time, including other people as well! and
i'm sort of afraid of relationships...so i don't want to be near men -__-'...
and it's not like if i can just go up to a guy and say "hey can u go out
with me so my friend won't think i'm a lez" and not love him... but as for
guys just being guys... if we're friends everything is A.O.K though =]
no i don't think that's the case. my friend is just paranoid..and she's just
making me paranoid...becuz i'm gullible like that -__-'
yeah.. i think girls r just tolerate. we want a lot of things but we don't
expect to find them, that's why we see it as our "dream guy".
personally...i wouldn't put up with that crap..i'd probably walk away without
saying anything...the next guy i like will have to be gentlemanly-like becuz i
don't like when dudes play rough with me..it's not attracting.. i actually get
scared..if i did like them though, really liked them, i think i'd be a hypocrite
to say i'd probably would be pretty tolerable with them as well..reason is: i
wouldn't want to lose them. but with women putting their standards down these
days and r becoming more "accepting", they get crappy men who takes
advantage of them, which i find is sick becuz i know a few people in this world
who deserves so much more than that.
i think the reason people might not choose u as they would choose ur brother is
probably becuz he has experience in relationships. if u don't go out with a lot
of girls, then u won't know how to act with them. girls like to find men where
they can see a little security. or, they like men with the "tough
exterior" and that "damaged past" becuz it makes them
"mysterious" and whatnot becuz they find that attracting . so
u shouldn't blame ur brother on that, i'd say if u really want women, u really
have to search for one,ooooor, be accepting and say "yes" to the first
girl that confesses to u. it's that simple. it's the same as seeing a lot of
whorey women going out with their many bfs, they may be nastier and more bitchy
but hey, why do the guys crawl for her?
Quote by OdeenaSorry if this grosses you
out - it's the best way to find out, seriously.
Have a kiss with a girl. Like, on the lips. If you're grossed out, then you're
100% straight. If you enjoy it a little, then you might be a bi and not know it.
If you enjoy it *a lot*, then you're definitely a bi, maybe a lezbian, who
knows?
I'm bi myself, and it took a kiss to find that out. There's nothing to be
ashamed of though - as long as you don't rub it in people's faces, that is.
...i'm sorry but there's no way i'd ever give my first kiss away to a
girl...O_o'... not to be cruel or anything like that, but i'm expecting
somewhere in my college year..and nice handsome fella to plop one..... and even
the kiss on the cheek freaks me out (i'm asian, so i'm not used to hugging
people and kissing them so freely becuz one, i was not taught that way and two,
anything got to do with love scares me...that's why i always wriggle and people
think "what's up?")
ah that's cool. i also have a friend who's bi, she's really nice ^_^.
merged: 05-20-2008 ~ 10:31pm
Quote by shoujoboyI can empathaize with
that feeling. I'm not one for going out to party and I'm not always talking
about my sexual escapades. When I go out with friends or coworkers, I'm the only
one not staring at every girl walking by or hitting on waitresses. At my past
two jobs, I found out that many of the people around me thought I was gay. The
fact is, I don't go around grunting "titties" and that I enjoy
romance/girly animation and would sooner listen to piano music as opposed to
whatever is popular as a 24 year old male in this modern day society, puts a
watchful eye on me.
I know that I'm probably one chromosome away from being part of the other
gender, but really knowing your gay comes down to one thing: does the thought of
being with the same sex seem wrong to you or just gross? I think it's natural to
at least be curious about the "what if's" of a same sex fling,
although most wouldn't admit it, but if you think about it long and hard and it
just rubs you the wrong way, then you probably aren't gay. The thought of waking
up to a hairy dude next to me is almost vomit inducing.
Don't get confused when it comes to friendship and a serious relationship. I
prefer to hang out with guys because I can relate to them and there's no actual
pressure. As much as I hate to admit it, I suck ass when I'm around girls. I
always feel like I'm having to impress someone, but that pressure doesn't exist
with guys. So I'm around them much more. But at the same time, I know my life is
meant to be spent with a female (any takers? yea ok sue me).
And clearly, I talk too damn much.
the thing is i really accept gays and bi's. i grew up with it since i was young
so don't see what's gross about it... i mean i could see two girls or guys
kissing but it still wouldn't gross me out. they could play around with me as
well (not in that way), but as long as they don't kiss me or sexually harass me
i'd be fine with it (but who's going to do that unless they r a stalker?). i
like gays. now...if they got frisky or something and started making out...then
i'd begin to think that's gross..but wouldn't u do the same if u saw a normal
couple making out? i do..(shivers). besides that i think that's why people might
think i'm lez or bi.. also i'm sort of a tomboy... and there was a point this
year where i wanted to try acting out as a guy (it was a phase but i wanted to
see if i was a good enough actor to act like what i'm not) and i'm pretty much
over it now. this was a bad move though becuz acting this funky in ur first year
of high school leaves off a bad impression (which i didn't realize until later
becuz i was too slow). as for guys with cute faces...i like that they can look
so pretty...u don't see it often so it's like a delicacy..it's like the new
"hottie" for me... and hmm me being a bit afraid of men (even though
i'm still attracted by them)...i think it's trauma..after my internet bf broke
up with me, i've been terrified of relationships becuz i don't want to get
hurt...so i won't search for a man unless i really like him or something..(which
is why i don't go around saying "omg! he's so cute! i think i like
him!" as i'm walking down the street.)
no that's cool. i can understand where u're getting at. i rely on my gal
friends. i've always depended on them becuz they have always been there for me,
so if anything happened i'd be the first one to protect them (would that be
weird..? girl trying to protect girl? or is it mandatory for a guy to do it?
maybe that might be another reason...)...as for guys...i've seen a lot of
horrible men in my life (age ranging as well)...so i could name them with every
reason for u but geezs there r too many...most were stalkers, jerks, weirdos,
dead, or just mean. i've only met a privileged few this year that like anime and
r respectful... they really ARE nice.. (nods in approval). anywho not all girls
r that demanding O_O.. *pats head* i guess u have that same problem with me (i
don't know what guys like or talk about)
anyways thank you ^_^. i'm sort of gullible with these things so in the end i
never truly know becuz i can believe anything . but now i think i've confirmed that i like guys... haha thank you again
^_^
around 30-35...my reason is that during my 20's i want to settle down first, get
a nice job, travel a bit, and appreciate my new life as an adult. i think around
30 is when u should start getting serious... 37 would be the most for me...i
don't want it any older becuz i want to live long enough to see grandchildren
^_^. but besides thaaaat i think having kids in ur 20s is too early...i don't
want to be tied down in such an early age. if i truly fell in love before i
reach my 30s though, i wouldn't mind either. if i loved him, i wouldn't mind
spending eternity with him ^_^.
i guess that would look weird for someone isn't it?...but i think we're so used
to seeing "tall man" and "short girl" together that people
would mentally think it's abnormal to see a "tall girl" and
"short man" together. but i don't think that would matter in a
relationship, if they really love each other that is. but personally, i think
i'd rather have a guy a bit taller than me..but my reason is really odd
though...i want to try that digging-ur-head-into-their-chest move.....-_-'....
sadly it's not for protection or security lmfao .
anyways besides that, if the guy was shorter than me i really wouldn't care
1. someone who's patient (i'm tired of people who get mad at me becuz i don't
understand things. if the guy loved me, i'd like it if he could explain things
to me in a calm manner and never get frustrated with it)
2. someone respectful
3. someone who is smart and witty
4. someone who has a great sense of humor (not "great" but i want to
laugh u know)
5. someone who's good looking (nice hair, no acne, long torso, not so buff but i
want some muscle, scrawny, tall, nice fashion sense) ----> it's not required
though, but it'd be nice
6. i'd like the guy to be taller than me if possible...but it's not a
necessity
7. someone who's understanding and caring (i can be emotional sometimes and i'd
like it if they were patient and understanding enough to listen to me)
8. someone who is nice
9. someone with a gentlemanly attitude (which could sum this whole thing up haha
)
10. someone who is honest
11. someone who won't make me cry (i won't accept a man that hits me or gets mad
at me all day)
12. someone i can depend on (i'm not expecting them to protect me or save me, i
just want to know that when i do need them, they will be there to support me and
my decisions)
13. i don't want him to be obnoxious or arrogant (it's not a turn-on)
14. i don't want him to be too clingy to me but i don't want him to ignore me
either (i expect him to be a person who can take care of himself but still has
time to show affection)
15. i'd like if he was also mature...but wouldn't that go in gentlemanly?
16. someone who treats me like their equal (i want someone who can respect my
ideas and me for who i am, if we r together, i won't accept the "this
person's superior than that," i know it sound stupid but i want our love to
be mutual -__-)
ps. that's pretty much it. i won't ask a guy to fulfill all of these qualities
but i at least expect a few. i've already seen so many jerks out there in this
world and i'm afraid of getting hurt so... i can only hope for a smart, witty
gentleman.
yeah yeah, i know it's a stupid question but i'm pretty serious here. how would
u know if u were gay or not?
situation: over the year people keep questioning me if i'm a lez or not. and i
tell them "no, i like men" but eventually after the like 50th time or
whatever it begin to screw with ur head until u begin questioning it too..which
is what i do...then after that i make a joke out of it or test it personally
(stare at them for a long time, or look at a boob and see if i feel anything)
but it's always negative . besides that, now my best friend seriously thinks i'm
a lez.....which is kinda funny becuz it all started with me liking this japanese
singer name "miyavi" who looks like a girl but is a guy...and i think
she thinks i like her as well...but i don't, only as a friend .....and she continues to tell me i'm in self denial and that kind of stuff
soooo... what the hell do i do? how can i either convince her i'm not lez or how
can i make sure with myself that i'm not lez... and this is making me really
uncomfy by the way so now everytime i see her i panic and my eyes start
fluttering becuz i don't know how i look or show her i'm straight...but i think
that my confusion on this is making her think i like her more @_@...hellllpppp
meeee anyone
i actually have no idea either...but from what i've experienced so far..i think
it goes along these lines:
- when they're nervous around you
- when they play roughly around u and show u "tough love"
- when they do nice things for you
- when they try to find time to talk to u about nothing
- when they try to impress you or try to make u laugh
- when they start agreeing with u on everything u say to get on ur good side
- when they keep looking at u and think u don't notice it
- when they do stupid things to tease u
- when they call ur name with a certain "ring" to it or when they
touch u more than the normal person should (the brave ones)
- when they begin to stalk u secretly or get information on u from their friends
(some scary beep right there but i swear it's true!)
- when they have the patience of the world to listen ur rants and still be
respective and understanding
but then again...i'm not sure if some r just an act of friendship..? i can't
tell becuz i'm a bit paranoid about guys so i really wouldn't know..anything a
bit funky is suspicious to me.. (even though i'm straight so it's a bit sad ')
treefairyaaliyah: meow! i admit now zero would be better but still! don't be
dissing MAH KANAME! if u read the lastest chapter, zero might be even MORE
powerful than kaname, so he won't need to turn into a level E aaaaaand he can go
along and fight for his love
also i agree that yuuki and kaname r not brothers and sister but that kaname is
an ancestor brought back or..i don't know...reawakened? besides that i vote for
yuuki and zero becuz... i think they look cute. unless kaname brings it up a
notch, i don't think they'll be hooked up...even thought kaname might be winning
the game right now..
either two things could happen if u got a persocom:
1. things go along well, and they r considered helpful and "normal" to
society. it would be like a cyborg being ur best pal.
2. they would use these kind of creations for war since they would be able to
think advancely, and then all chaos would occur and stuff... humans would end up
killing themselves since we're all stupid...
anyways, if i had a persocom though. i think things would be fun. yes it's an
excuse to be more antisocial but yeah, it'd be nice to have a pet.... although,
i don't think i'd be able to take it as seriously as a human.. maybe if it
conveyed emotions, not by program but like humans, i would like them more
(friendship)...but NOT how hideki likes chi.
no one ever gave me a valentine....*tear*... i've seen my friends get them
though, either cards or chocolate but it's always something sweet .
and u may be right salmie *nods*. i would reject them on the spot. of course, as
u can see poor marisa will look like a loser herself if she set high standards
even though she's ugly enough herself lmfao .
ahahaha how horrible i'll be
a loner for life lmfao! *falls off chair laughing*
hehe maybe he might confess to u then .
kwehehe! i got my fingers cross! *crosses fingers*
oh yes my dear. u will always be number 1 in my heart ^_^ *blows a kiss*
------> (lmfao )
yeah i think religion can be annoying. i'm agnostic becuz i'm indifferent to
religions and can't really believe in any except side with atheists and
buddhism. not only that but becuz it's not that i'm "not sure" what i
believe in, it's more that if i see a god, i'll believe in him. so technically
i'm not denying his existence completely. it's just that for now i feel like he
is more of a tool to comfort people. so yeah, when people try to force me into
their religions i get annoyed -___-'...and specially when they think i can't
tolerate things like going to church, and think i don't respect them becuz i
don't believe in god @_@...geezs
anyways even though it annoys me, it have it's benefits. religion can be a
miracle worker at times, and has the power to give hope and faith to people who
r lost and unsure in life. in general, being able to have that kind of power is
amazing. i have no reason to hate it. the concept of religion is brilliant. it's
the people who are the problem. people can distort it and make it into something
horrible and corrupt like u've mentioned. and then there r extremists out there
too.... either way, that's the negative side of religion, but it's not the
religion's fault. it's the people who believe in it.
okay guys, this is really sad '....
there is nothing in our gallery so i decided to spice things up and have a
wallflower wallpaper contest. i hope a lot of u will participate and help out
this dying group by making it more fun so pleeeease do so
*on knees begging with all my might*
anyways yeah, the contest will be held until the end of feburary (if the date is
unreasonable, contact me or any of the wallflower-a-holic admins) and there will
be prizes for 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place. all of them will be added to our gallery
and all the members r prohibited to say derogatory things towards each other's
work since a lot of effort was put into each and every one of them. so that is a
big no no *shakes head determined*. also! - doujinshi r also welcomed ^_^. if u
have anything drawn, plz submit as well! it won't be included into the contest
but it'll definitely go into the gallery! promise!
ps. sorry for the name...i meant "help our gallery"... -__-'
lol aww that's soo kewl salmie ....kwehehe! tudor my dear! T.U.D.O.R. X3 *poke poke giggle giggle*
lmfao anyways yeah... nothing much in my school. and no one will like me...i
rejected jose already coldheartedly...so if he gives me anything...i'd be really
sad cuz then i have to turn him down again '. and
well yeah...i'm just gonna treat myself to chocolate that day...maybe buy some
for my friends and say my confessions to them as well (lmfao jking!). but
yeeeah.. the school in general doesn't care about it like bronx sci i guess...so
yeah i'll be expecting pimples soon on everyone's faces lmfao
wowzer your selemental's brother .
welcome nya ! lol sorry to say i'm not a dragon ball Z fan but yeah, u seem
just as coolio as selemental so i'll give you another welcome .
welcome to mt .
lol i guess it does, except that i'm not a guy lmfao
...~_~ ur welcome
no i see what a lot of people do...and i admit one of them...we label and stereotype things for a better understanding in things as well as making this more self explanatory (mostly those who r more ignorant than others)...even though it's annoying i think i get it now -__-'. so it doesn't bother me anymore if people label me as goth or outcast, becuz in their own way they r sort of right...but when it comes to stuff like this...i'd just wish the stereotype was accurate. if u say someone if gay or lez, then i'd stick to it being someone who likes the same gender, and not mixing it with fashion sense, personality, or lifetyle habits. but anywho ur right, it's nice to keep things diverse
oh cool O_O. (still doesn't get how were u born). and yeah i think it's normal for any kid to be traumatized when they see their parents do weird stuff @_@..
anywho i think i am straight. from everything everyone has said so far, i really do think i'm straight...besides that i act weirdly and all..soo..yeah. thx for commenting
ahh i see, so it goes away if u leave it alone? alright then, thank yo ^_^.
ps. yeeeeah, it really does feel uncomfy
lmfao hahahaha
sorry about that, so many people uses stereotypes in my school as a
joke that it rubbed off on me lmfao 
hahaha
i'm really sorry about that (realized that i needed to change my language haha
)
yeah i don't mind hugs either..it's only when they r exaggeratively long that i begin to think "uh..can i like..let go now..? this is feeling kinda weird". kisses r weird...i'd start blushing real bad if that happened...but like u said, if he's a darn good biscuit...heh heh >:3 why not?
no no, i see where she's comes to this conclusion:
..
- me liking miyavi (search him on google)
- me being absolutely TERRIFIED of boys at the beginning of the year becuz i had some stalker crush following me even though he was repulsive in every way
- wanting to dress up and act like a guy for a while
- replying weirdly when she asked "do u like selena?" ---> went on like "uhh..huh?..uhh yeah a little i guess.." "what? what do u mean? do u like, like her?" "uhh.. a little, not much, like a tiona *mumble*" "huh? i can't here u" "uhh...umm" "do u like selena? u know? like like?" "...uhh..umm..do u mean as in a relationship? *nervous laugh* no, i only see her as a friend..no, scratch that, a tiona" "*stares suspiciously* r u like an idiot or something? of course not that "like"! see? this is what i mean! god dammit, i mean do u like her as a friend" "uhh..i'm not sure, i think i do, but just like a tiona. but i'm not slow! *whines* u kept saying "like like" so i thought u were trying to imply a hidden meaning! - or something...*mumble*" "no stupid! i meant like her as a friend!" "oh - well..oh..hahah *nervous laugh as i put my head down in defeat* (knowing i screwed up again)"
- replying weirdly after she made a comment on me inviting her to my house for a playdate ---> "oo i wish u could come to my house one day! that be really cool cuz then we could like, u know, play video games and stuff and sword fight" "haha it sounds like ur asking me out" "*nervous laugh* haha w-why would u say that? *mumble*" "what? i didn't hear u." "*nervous laugh* of course not *nervous laugh* why do u make it sound so funky.." (in my head i knew i was screwing up, but i'm really bad at talking and i told u, when u suspect me of being gay and then make a comment like this, how the hell am i suppose to act? i get embarrassed and uncomfy really easily
- replying weirdly ---> "r you lez? not that it's wrong, but i think ur a bit in self denial becuz u stop -" "i'm not lez!" "see this is what i'm talking about. when u keep saying it like that it sounds like ur covering it up" "BECUZ I'M NOT LEZ!" "u don't know, u might not realize it becuz u always convince urself u like men but that's just self denial" "nooooooooo! *whines becuz i'm tired and i don't want to scream cuz she's my friend* i'm nooooooot a leeez! i reeeeeeeeaallly DO like MEN!" "pssha, like GIRLY men! come on, i'm telling u it's alright. u don't have to hide it - " "I'M NOT LEZ! SO WHAT IF I LIKE GIRLY MEN! THEY LOOK PRETTY! I REALLY DO LIKE MEN! I LIKE MEN!" "i'm just saying *puts one hand on shoulder* if u ARE. it's okay -" "geezs *laughes* please don't sing that damn song -" "*she starts singing "if u r gay" by avenue Q to me while jackie starts singing along too*
- replied weirdly ----> "does my hair look okay?" "haha r u trying to look nice for someone next period?" "uhh-uh *nervous laugh* haha um..haha no. i was just - wondering *mumble*" "*stares suspiciously*"
- today it was raining and i didn't have an umbrella. i ran under poulette's umbrella instead of ashley's becuz i thought she was going to think weird stuff again and poulette's umbrella was bigger and she was wearing a waterproof coat.. so as we walked, my hair was getting wet, and so was my side becuz i tried to give poulette her space, but then she puts her arm around me and drags me closer to her (she's motherly-like so she didn't want to get me wet), and i was alright with it..but i was a bit paranoid becuz i thought ashley was going to say something again...and she did..."if stranger didn't know u, they'd think u guys were a couple" "*glare/tired expresssion*" "but of course it looks more like a mother protecting a child...a really small one hahahaha!" then poulette laughs and so do i
- and most of the time i follow her around and laugh at her jokes than i do with others becuz i only consider her as my "best friend" in the school (since i'm an outcast and socially awkward)
- also my friend had some previous friends from her old school that were mostly lez that hitted on her, and she never had that kind of deep "friend relationship" i had with my friends...so she thinks most of my actions r funky...
i do live it normally -________-... i really do feel like i'm straight, but everytime a guy online thinks i'm a guy or a girl asks if i'm a lez...i keep feeling more degraded that i already am
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wouldn't u too? this is like my 100th time, including other people as well! and
i'm sort of afraid of relationships...so i don't want to be near men -__-'...
and it's not like if i can just go up to a guy and say "hey can u go out
with me so my friend won't think i'm a lez" and not love him... but as for
guys just being guys... if we're friends everything is A.O.K though =]
no i don't think that's the case. my friend is just paranoid..and she's just making me paranoid...becuz i'm gullible like that -__-'
yeah.. i think girls r just tolerate. we want a lot of things but we don't expect to find them, that's why we see it as our "dream guy". personally...i wouldn't put up with that crap..i'd probably walk away without saying anything...the next guy i like will have to be gentlemanly-like becuz i don't like when dudes play rough with me..it's not attracting.. i actually get scared..if i did like them though, really liked them, i think i'd be a hypocrite to say i'd probably would be pretty tolerable with them as well..reason is: i wouldn't want to lose them. but with women putting their standards down these days and r becoming more "accepting", they get crappy men who takes advantage of them, which i find is sick becuz i know a few people in this world who deserves so much more than that.
i think the reason people might not choose u as they would choose ur brother is probably becuz he has experience in relationships. if u don't go out with a lot of girls, then u won't know how to act with them. girls like to find men where they can see a little security. or, they like men with the "tough exterior" and that "damaged past" becuz it makes them "mysterious" and whatnot becuz they find that attracting
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u shouldn't blame ur brother on that, i'd say if u really want women, u really
have to search for one,ooooor, be accepting and say "yes" to the first
girl that confesses to u. it's that simple. it's the same as seeing a lot of
whorey women going out with their many bfs, they may be nastier and more bitchy
but hey, why do the guys crawl for her?
...i'm sorry but there's no way i'd ever give my first kiss away to a girl...O_o'... not to be cruel or anything like that, but i'm expecting somewhere in my college year..and nice handsome fella to plop one..... and even the kiss on the cheek freaks me out (i'm asian, so i'm not used to hugging people and kissing them so freely becuz one, i was not taught that way and two, anything got to do with love scares me...that's why i always wriggle and people think "what's up?")
ah that's cool. i also have a friend who's bi, she's really nice ^_^.
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the thing is i really accept gays and bi's. i grew up with it since i was young so don't see what's gross about it... i mean i could see two girls or guys kissing but it still wouldn't gross me out. they could play around with me as well (not in that way), but as long as they don't kiss me or sexually harass me i'd be fine with it (but who's going to do that unless they r a stalker?). i like gays. now...if they got frisky or something and started making out...then i'd begin to think that's gross..but wouldn't u do the same if u saw a normal couple making out? i do..(shivers). besides that i think that's why people might think i'm lez or bi.. also i'm sort of a tomboy... and there was a point this year where i wanted to try acting out as a guy (it was a phase but i wanted to see if i was a good enough actor to act like what i'm not) and i'm pretty much over it now. this was a bad move though becuz acting this funky in ur first year of high school leaves off a bad impression (which i didn't realize until later becuz i was too slow). as for guys with cute faces...i like that they can look so pretty...u don't see it often so it's like a delicacy..it's like the new "hottie" for me... and hmm me being a bit afraid of men (even though i'm still attracted by them)...i think it's trauma..after my internet bf broke up with me, i've been terrified of relationships becuz i don't want to get hurt...so i won't search for a man unless i really like him or something..(which is why i don't go around saying "omg! he's so cute! i think i like him!" as i'm walking down the street.)
no that's cool. i can understand where u're getting at. i rely on my gal friends. i've always depended on them becuz they have always been there for me, so if anything happened i'd be the first one to protect them (would that be weird..? girl trying to protect girl? or is it mandatory for a guy to do it? maybe that might be another reason...)...as for guys...i've seen a lot of horrible men in my life (age ranging as well)...so i could name them with every reason for u but geezs there r too many...most were stalkers, jerks, weirdos, dead, or just mean. i've only met a privileged few this year that like anime and r respectful... they really ARE nice.. (nods in approval). anywho not all girls r that demanding O_O.. *pats head* i guess u have that same problem with me (i don't know what guys like or talk about)
anyways thank you ^_^. i'm sort of gullible with these things so in the end i never truly know becuz i can believe anything
. but now i think i've confirmed that i like guys... haha thank you again
^_^
around 30-35...my reason is that during my 20's i want to settle down first, get a nice job, travel a bit, and appreciate my new life as an adult. i think around 30 is when u should start getting serious... 37 would be the most for me...i don't want it any older becuz i want to live long enough to see grandchildren ^_^. but besides thaaaat i think having kids in ur 20s is too early...i don't want to be tied down in such an early age. if i truly fell in love before i reach my 30s though, i wouldn't mind either. if i loved him, i wouldn't mind spending eternity with him ^_^.
i guess that would look weird for someone isn't it?...but i think we're so used to seeing "tall man" and "short girl" together that people would mentally think it's abnormal to see a "tall girl" and "short man" together. but i don't think that would matter in a relationship, if they really love each other that is. but personally, i think i'd rather have a guy a bit taller than me..but my reason is really odd though...i want to try that digging-ur-head-into-their-chest move.....-_-'.... sadly it's not for protection or security lmfao
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anyways besides that, if the guy was shorter than me i really wouldn't care
i'm picky as hell so here i go:
1. someone who's patient (i'm tired of people who get mad at me becuz i don't understand things. if the guy loved me, i'd like it if he could explain things to me in a calm manner and never get frustrated with it)
2. someone respectful
3. someone who is smart and witty
4. someone who has a great sense of humor (not "great" but i want to laugh u know)
5. someone who's good looking (nice hair, no acne, long torso, not so buff but i want some muscle, scrawny, tall, nice fashion sense) ----> it's not required though, but it'd be nice
6. i'd like the guy to be taller than me if possible...but it's not a necessity
7. someone who's understanding and caring (i can be emotional sometimes and i'd like it if they were patient and understanding enough to listen to me)
8. someone who is nice
9. someone with a gentlemanly attitude (which could sum this whole thing up haha
10. someone who is honest
11. someone who won't make me cry (i won't accept a man that hits me or gets mad at me all day)
12. someone i can depend on (i'm not expecting them to protect me or save me, i just want to know that when i do need them, they will be there to support me and my decisions)
13. i don't want him to be obnoxious or arrogant (it's not a turn-on)
14. i don't want him to be too clingy to me but i don't want him to ignore me either (i expect him to be a person who can take care of himself but still has time to show affection)
15. i'd like if he was also mature...but wouldn't that go in gentlemanly?
16. someone who treats me like their equal (i want someone who can respect my ideas and me for who i am, if we r together, i won't accept the "this person's superior than that," i know it sound stupid but i want our love to be mutual -__-)
ps. that's pretty much it. i won't ask a guy to fulfill all of these qualities but i at least expect a few. i've already seen so many jerks out there in this world and i'm afraid of getting hurt so... i can only hope for a smart, witty gentleman.
yeah yeah, i know it's a stupid question but i'm pretty serious here. how would u know if u were gay or not?
situation: over the year people keep questioning me if i'm a lez or not. and i tell them "no, i like men" but eventually after the like 50th time or whatever it begin to screw with ur head until u begin questioning it too..which is what i do...then after that i make a joke out of it or test it personally (stare at them for a long time, or look at a boob and see if i feel anything) but it's always negative . besides that, now my best friend seriously thinks i'm a lez.....which is kinda funny becuz it all started with me liking this japanese singer name "miyavi" who looks like a girl but is a guy...and i think she thinks i like her as well...but i don't, only as a friend
.....and she continues to tell me i'm in self denial and that kind of stuff
soooo... what the hell do i do? how can i either convince her i'm not lez or how
can i make sure with myself that i'm not lez... and this is making me really
uncomfy by the way so now everytime i see her i panic and my eyes start
fluttering becuz i don't know how i look or show her i'm straight...but i think
that my confusion on this is making her think i like her more @_@...hellllpppp
meeee anyone 
it sez choruba but i'm not sure what that mean -__-'
i actually have no idea either...but from what i've experienced so far..i think it goes along these lines:
- when they're nervous around you
- when they play roughly around u and show u "tough love"
- when they do nice things for you
- when they try to find time to talk to u about nothing
- when they try to impress you or try to make u laugh
- when they start agreeing with u on everything u say to get on ur good side
- when they keep looking at u and think u don't notice it
- when they do stupid things to tease u
- when they call ur name with a certain "ring" to it or when they touch u more than the normal person should (the brave ones)
- when they begin to stalk u secretly or get information on u from their friends (some scary beep right there but i swear it's true!)
- when they have the patience of the world to listen ur rants and still be respective and understanding
but then again...i'm not sure if some r just an act of friendship..? i can't tell becuz i'm a bit paranoid about guys so i really wouldn't know..anything a bit funky is suspicious to me.. (even though i'm straight so it's a bit sad
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treefairyaaliyah: meow! i admit now zero would be better but still! don't be dissing MAH KANAME! if u read the lastest chapter, zero might be even MORE powerful than kaname, so he won't need to turn into a level E aaaaaand he can go along and fight for his love
also i agree that yuuki and kaname r not brothers and sister but that kaname is an ancestor brought back or..i don't know...reawakened? besides that i vote for yuuki and zero becuz... i think they look cute. unless kaname brings it up a notch, i don't think they'll be hooked up...even thought kaname might be winning the game right now..
i wish he would come to new york *weeps*
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either two things could happen if u got a persocom:
1. things go along well, and they r considered helpful and "normal" to society. it would be like a cyborg being ur best pal.
2. they would use these kind of creations for war since they would be able to think advancely, and then all chaos would occur and stuff... humans would end up killing themselves since we're all stupid...
anyways, if i had a persocom though. i think things would be fun. yes it's an excuse to be more antisocial but yeah, it'd be nice to have a pet.... although, i don't think i'd be able to take it as seriously as a human.. maybe if it conveyed emotions, not by program but like humans, i would like them more (friendship)...but NOT how hideki likes chi.
lol welcome ^_^. i hope u have a lot of fun on this site =3
tee hee i also like to draw manga so yeah i encourage u to keep up the work ^_^. they r all very nice =]
i really liked:
death note
air
nana
bokura ga ita
full metal panic
hellsing
loveless
gravitation
howl's moving castle
princess monoke
spirited away
and i thought these were okay (but still good):
bleach
fruits baskets
claymore
samurai shamploo
kannon
ouran high school
tsubasa
rorouni kenshin
no one ever gave me a valentine....*tear*... i've seen my friends get them though, either cards or chocolate but it's always something sweet
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and u may be right salmie *nods*. i would reject them on the spot. of course, as
u can see poor marisa will look like a loser herself if she set high standards
even though she's ugly enough herself lmfao 
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ahahaha how horrible 
i'll be
a loner for life lmfao! *falls off chair laughing*
hehe maybe he might confess to u then
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kwehehe! i got my fingers cross! *crosses fingers*
oh yes my dear. u will always be number 1 in my heart ^_^ *blows a kiss* ------> (lmfao
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yeah i think religion can be annoying. i'm agnostic becuz i'm indifferent to religions and can't really believe in any except side with atheists and buddhism. not only that but becuz it's not that i'm "not sure" what i believe in, it's more that if i see a god, i'll believe in him. so technically i'm not denying his existence completely. it's just that for now i feel like he is more of a tool to comfort people. so yeah, when people try to force me into their religions i get annoyed -___-'...and specially when they think i can't tolerate things like going to church, and think i don't respect them becuz i don't believe in god @_@...geezs
anyways even though it annoys me, it have it's benefits. religion can be a miracle worker at times, and has the power to give hope and faith to people who r lost and unsure in life. in general, being able to have that kind of power is amazing. i have no reason to hate it. the concept of religion is brilliant. it's the people who are the problem. people can distort it and make it into something horrible and corrupt like u've mentioned. and then there r extremists out there too.... either way, that's the negative side of religion, but it's not the religion's fault. it's the people who believe in it.
okay guys, this is really sad
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there is nothing in our gallery so i decided to spice things up and have a
wallflower wallpaper contest. i hope a lot of u will participate and help out
this dying group by making it more fun so pleeeease do so 
*on knees begging with all my might*
anyways yeah, the contest will be held until the end of feburary (if the date is unreasonable, contact me or any of the wallflower-a-holic admins) and there will be prizes for 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place. all of them will be added to our gallery and all the members r prohibited to say derogatory things towards each other's work since a lot of effort was put into each and every one of them. so that is a big no no *shakes head determined*. also! - doujinshi r also welcomed ^_^. if u have anything drawn, plz submit as well! it won't be included into the contest but it'll definitely go into the gallery! promise!
ps. sorry for the name...i meant "help our gallery"... -__-'
lol aww that's soo kewl salmie
....kwehehe! tudor my dear! T.U.D.O.R. X3 *poke poke giggle giggle*
lmfao anyways yeah... nothing much in my school. and no one will like me...i rejected jose already coldheartedly...so if he gives me anything...i'd be really sad cuz then i have to turn him down again
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well yeah...i'm just gonna treat myself to chocolate that day...maybe buy some
for my friends and say my confessions to them as well (lmfao jking!). but
yeeeah.. the school in general doesn't care about it like bronx sci i guess...so
yeah i'll be expecting pimples soon on everyone's faces lmfao 
*giggles* yay X3. i thought i wasn't going to win at all
. nyaaa
but i'm so happy! nice job natashie and makiyasha!
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2. crunchyroll.com
3. tvlink.com? (i forgot what it was exactly called but it's something like that @_@ gomen)
wowzer your selemental's brother
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welcome nya 
! lol sorry to say i'm not a dragon ball Z fan but yeah, u seem
just as coolio as selemental so i'll give you another welcome 
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welcome to mt 
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